Kenneth Ronald Sack

02-09-2011

20 years old now.
Your birthday in a couple of days.. :-(

Mum went to a medium a few months back and you spoke to her. Some of the things she brought back made me think it must be true and I guess it was a comfort to hear you look down on us. I'm guessing you know I wasn't too keen on the message you left me!!
If you have an influence on the situation you can help me out a bit if you like though ;-)

I know I don't visit you as much as I'd like to.. but it doesn't mean I dont think about you everyday because I do.
There isnt a day go by I dont think about you and sometimes its so hard 'cause all I want to do is talk to you or hug you.
I might be working at the hospital soon, it will probably be hard at first because it's where you died, but at least I can help people like you even though I couldn't help you.
Its been a year and a half I've held down this job now! Time for a change!

The Warwick Arms came up on Facebook yesterday, I saw people sitting in the corner of the bar where you used to sit. I looked back at the albums to see if you was in any of the old pics but you wasn't.
I hope one day you can talk to me (but not scare me!)
you sometimes find your way into my dreams.

Grace is a nightmare! Year 8 in a few days time- she's gonna be worse than me I'm telling ya!! Feel so sorry for mum!

Clare is moving at the end of the month too, look out for her and keep her safe. I hope Freddie is okay, I've been thinking about him lots lately.
And I hope Grandad Tony has settled in nicely up there too.. I miss him. Tell him to keep an eye on Nan cause apparently she's not doing too well! I know i should make more of an effort to go down but times are so hard lately- running a car is hard work and uses way too much of my wages up :(

I love you... Sweet dreams.xxx

Layna (Daughter)

September 3, 2011

Well I haven't written to you in a while...

Hey Dad.

Well where do I start?
So much has changed!!
Living back on my own again now, drive now, have a job and i'm sticking to it now, Grace is starting Secondary school! Mums applied for other jobs!! I got your name tattooed on me (i must be mad hey :) )
Only thing that hasnt changed is the fact I still think of u and miss u every single day!

Cazs Grandad's both died in the last 14 days, must be mad for saying it but help them watch over her, she needs alot of guidance whether she see's it or not and as foolish as I am I cant stop caring for the girl not so soon anyway!
Look after Freddie for me too! And grandad! Im not ready to use another person i care about just yet! :-s

Was listening to Leona Lewis and thought of you,
''They can never have yesterday'' and it's true...

Everyday I regret how things between me and you were, but if there's one thing I have accepted and learnt in my life it's that I can't change the past!!
If i could do it all over again though, it would be so different..

Im thankful for everyday we had, the good and bad.. they made me me :)

Its weird, I still text you even though I know you wont get it!
I still write to you even though I know you can't see it.. :-/

Im off to bed anyway, 2am is not good for the complexion! :P

I love you

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Layna (Daughter)

July 10, 2010

x-Dad-x

Hey Dad.
I miss you so much.
Living back at Mum's is so weird without you here.
I still expect you to walk in sometimes.
Some morning's I wake up and just for that split second I still think you're here,
those seconds are the best seconds of my day.

It's been nearly a year now,
Nan recently went up to you,
I hope you've sorted things out now and you're all happy up there.

I planted a red flower on your grave the other day,
I bet the gardener digs it back up soon!
Apparently you're not allowed to plant flowers on them :-(

Why didn't you leave me a message when you spoke to Mum through a medium?
Can you leave me one next time?
I miss you.

There's so many times I just need you so much,
even for just a hug.
I can't turn to anyone else to give me that comfort I used to get from you..
it's that kind I used to get when I was a kid..
That kind you can only get from your Dad.

I wish you was here so much and I'd give anything to have just one more day or even half an hour to put things right.
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Layna (Daughter)

December 8, 2008

xx

I am doing a poem at my dear nans funeral she meant alot to me and i have decided on the one below, i am however struggling with what to say afterwards. I would like to say something to my nan but dont just want to say rest in peace, can anybody help

God saw you getting tired
and a cure was not to be
so he put his arms around you
and whispered,
'Come to Me'

With tearful eyes we watched you
and saw you pass away
and although we love you dearly
we could not make you stay.

A Golden heart stopped beating
hard working hands at rest.
God broke our hearts to prove us
he only takes the best

Layna (Daughter)

August 17, 2008

Miss You..x

Hiya.
Hope You're Ok Up There && Smiling..
Would Be Nice For A Bit Of Decent Weather One Weekend Seen As i Work All Week Days Now :-(
Anyway,
Mum Is Still The Same Keeps Going To Them Mediums But You Never Come Through & Say Anything?!?!
I Wont Bother & Try Cause If U Wont Communicate With Her No Chance You Will With Me.
Grace Is O.K. Not The Best Behaved But Then Again Shes Takes After You So Not Much Chance Of That Happening In The Best Of Situations Really Is There?!!

I Hope Grandad Ron, Michael Kill, Roy, Lauren, Olive && Everyone Else R Taking Good Care Of You & You're Doing The Same To Them!!

Love You.
Layna xx

Layna (Daughter)

June 3, 2008

good bye

ken me and you didnt see always eye to eye we got on in the end i love your daughter's very much and i promise u i will always be there 4 wen ever they need me.I remeber the first time i met you i was scared lol it fills just like yesterday me and you were having a drink and your was trying to chaat me up. lol i miss you m8 i know you loved your kids and you always will R.I.P

Annie (Friend)

February 6, 2008

It's lonely here without you
I miss you more each day
For life is not the same for me
Since you went away
If I could have one lifetime wish
One dream that could come true
I would pray to god with all my heart
For yesterday and you rest in peace dear kenneth.xxxxx

Sylvia Elliott (some one who cares)

February 6, 2008

Hey..

Hope Everyone is looking after you up there and you're doing the same for us down here.
I know you can see us all down here moping about after you but there doesn't really seem much else to do.
It all happened so fast one week you was fine the next you was dying of Cancer and two days after that you were gone..
I'm so sorry I didn't get to say goodbye to you.
Grace misses you so much, we all do. It's hard not to imagine that you're here but then when I sit down and think about it i realise that for the rest of my life all you will be now is my imagination. I hate seeing other people with their Dad's and knowing they got so many more years with you than I did. As time goes on it gets harder not easier. Anyway, I better go before the waterworks turn on!!
See You in My dreams..x

Layna (Daughter)

February 6, 2008